Now I can't break up with him

From my mail
I have been cheating on my boyfriend with the only man that I have really ever loved. The week I planned to break up with my boyfriend so I can be with the man I love was the week that my boyfriend lost his mom. I couldn’t break up with him because I have to be here for him. I don’t know how long that will last because he really loved his mom. Did I do the right thing? What should I have done? 
No matter what decision you make someone is definitely going to get hurt. Staying with someone you don’t love is not right but helping someone you care about is humane. You are saving him from mourning his lost mom and lost relationship at the same time. 👍
You chose what you felt was the lesser evil. But will ‘the only man that you have really ever loved’ still be waiting for you? ♥